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________________________________________________________________________________________ . 人生はここから始まります

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Dear Valentine

Last year on this day
I took leave and went to work for Valentine event.

This year
I did almost the same.
I bought a polaroid camera,
made a sign for the photo service
and went down to KL
walk around near Pavillion
asking couples if they would like an instant photo
for memories for this special day.

And it's some
good new experience I get :)

I got to meet those people selling flowers there.
I chatted with the guy selling flowers.
It's their first time selling for Valentine's day as well.
His other 2 friends were a couple
who thought this is a good way to celebrate Valentine as well.

I got to met another bunch selling stuffs aggressively!
They were all around my age.
Mostly younger I guess.
And some weren't local
Among there were this girl speaking Mandarin to me
From her slang, I asked if she's from Thailand.
Yes indeed
and she knows more languages than me!!
Cantonese, mandarin, english, hokkien, hakka...
I'm amazed how well she can speak them.
She said,
"Well, have to learn. Talk more can already.
Work here must learn la"

Another boy chatted with me.
He ask where I'm from
I said I stay near Bukit Jalil.
He look at me and said
"hah? I got cheated!"
Errr... I guessing perhaps he thought
I'm probably same like them
Came out to do these odd jobs.
But judging from a person staying in places like Bukit Jalil.
Most probably I'm in a quite well-doing condition.

So yeah...
I'm quite an odd one among them.
They're going aggressively at passerby trying to meet their quota.
(each of them are holding this paper for customers to sign)
While I'm there just doing for fun.

How easily we often take our situation for granted.
I thank God for all the blessings I've been getting.

In the midst of the busy city
People are just busy walking and rushing.
Standing there looking at all these people
gave a new perspective on this busy life we're living in.
I would usually just rush away, shaking my head and say no thanks
to people selling things/giving out a leaflet.
Now that I'm in their position
I got a chance to actually talk to them like I'm one of them.

I don't have much to say about my experience this time.
It's not what I've learned or earned.
It's more of opening myself to experience somethings else
than what I'm experiencing everyday now.

There is nothing fancy.
Just putting myself in a different situation.
And rather than losing time or money...
I felt I've gain something.

"What makes Studio Ghibli films so special? They leave room for viewers to consider what they’re watching. They don’t hit you over the head with manic action scenes, bathroom humor or pop-culture references. They don’t insult you. They’re not beneath children or adults. They make you see things in new ways. And they’re beautifully animated."

Came across this in Crosswalk.
I guess it sorts of explains why I did what I did.
To make me see things in new ways.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Strangers made by you

I have the tendency nowadays
to always delete
what I've posted
or
keep it in draft...

yet, another post deleted.
cause I can't bear to read it again...

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Smile!

If I got the chance
to be blessed with kids
I would want them
to always
smile :)

Live their life out
full of love and laughter
Yeah.
I would want them
to always smile...

Like these two sisters here...


Happy Father's Day!!


Brushing teeth with chocolates!! Maybe I'll this too!


Heart their smiles :)
Especially Kayla's (younger sis) cheeky smile.
Teehee!

Thursday, February 02, 2012

Let's quit and fly!

You know..? Traveling alone can be freaky. I'm glad you're here...


I'm having
the most impulse idea nowadays...
To just quit my job
go work at some cozy real coffee shop
and learn to brew real coffee
do latte art
learning new interesting skills.

If only my finance allows me...
I would love to travel.
Like really travel.
Half backpack style.
Half enjoyable luxury style.
I ain't some hard-core backpackers.
I'm a girl, goodness sake.
I need my share bit of pamperness!
Hahaha

Usually the idea to go see the world
meet different people,
see different culture,
may sounds adventurously fun.
But when I'm really on board in it...
it scares the shit out of me.

I'm not that adventurous afterall...
Just curious.
And curiosity kills the cat.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Dream came true?

Looks like it's gonna be a looong journey alone...


Remember that post I wrote?
That I cried bitterly in my dream
coz you lied?

My dream came true.
You did lied.
The truth can't hide.
I don't need to go dig around.
They just came to me.
Whether I want them or not.

Not that I was surprised.
I already knew it deep inside anyway from the start.
Oh well~

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Start of the year

Don't frown... things will be better... I promise.


In case you haven't notice yet...
I've put my 2012 resolutions at the top tab for easy view.
This way I guess it'll be easier to keep track with things.
Also perhaps people who seen it will remind me of them.
Pressure!!

2012
is starting not to treat me well.
Nasty huh?
I thought 2011 was a bad year for me.
Since surviving it
I really hope the new year would be better.
So I think it's time again to do something about it.
Which I can't really say it for now.

If you're interested to know,
do talk to me.
I love having a good heartful chat.
Just had one with a dear old friend.
Love her so much :)

Dear Lord,
please guide and help me through this tough time.
Keep me close to you
and in everything I do
may it be pleasing to you.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.

Monday, January 02, 2012

New Year Blessing

Here
I just want to thank God
for answering prayer
like almost instantly!

Thanks for a good start for the new year.
Hopefully I can cope with this new commitment
and burden.
But I believe God's abundant blessings will help me through.

One small step to adulthood of commitments!